April was another excruciating month in the book of my life but as of time of writing, it has almost been a year since April and here I am, surviving :) For April, I just did my best to try and stay busy with things to help disconnect me even temporarily from the emotional pain I was in from the breakup (and honestly through April, had been still at this point been led on to believe it wasn’t over, for 6 whole weeks). And it’s so crazy, I’m sitting in on a live talk meant to help people cope with this COVID-19 drama, and when I came into the convo, the speaker mentioned something along the lines of “if you can’t sit with your pain, you can’t heal from your pain”—this was in response to a comment about reliance on affirmations but applies so well to this hole in my heart, even now… Life always finds a way. ;)
